RBD's Wholeness Consultant's Hints for Fellow Travelers on The Road to Recovery for 29 June to 5 July 98.
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What I am going through now is the DSM-III-R Desk Reference a
"Disorder" at a time and commenting on the spiritual and recovery
aspects. The DSM is what the American Psychiatric Association
uses to label symptoms to facilitate communication in their community.
Unfortunately, the labeling from the DSM can shut down communication
with those seeking temporary assistance. The DSM can bring comfort
by telling some that others have had the same experience. I am adding
additional comfort by pointing to some ways to start getting out of the "Disorders".
29 Jun 98
Last week we went through the definitions of dementia and delirium per
Webster's and DSM-III. DSM-III did have criteria for the severity of
dementia, but not delirium. This week we are continuing more definitions from
DSM-III that lay the groundwork for DSM-III assigning numbers to the "disorders".
"Amnestic Syndrome" is another DSM definition associated with memory loss, but
this one is more concerned with memory gain from the past and loss from the
present. Webster's program has: "am-ne-sia (am nee'zhuh) n. 1. loss of a large block
of interrelated memories; complete or partial loss of memory caused by brain injury, shock,
etc. [1780-90; < NL < Gk amnesía, var. of amnestía oblivion. See AMNESTY]
Derived words --am-nes'tic(-nes'tik), adj."
Then we have "Organic Delusional Syndrome, Organic Hallucinosis, Organic Mood
Syndrome, Organic Anxiety Syndrome, and Organic Personality Syndrome" where there
is evidence that these are organic disorders. The experience of the experiencer will not
be any different. I addressed the body - mind - spirit question last week. Nor will it
matter whether the cure come at the level of the body, mind or spirit. It will matter
whether the experiencer has changed their mind. They will reexperience a form of
the disorder when they have not changed their mind. That is why my writings emphasize
changing the mind to be more in alignment with what ever you may call the Holy Spirit.
30 Jun 98
Today, another break from the DSM-III disorders where I find the solution to a mystery.
Someone I know brought up a mystery last Sunday when they said no one has seen the face of God, at least and lived. They may have been thinking of "Ex 33:20 And he said <0559> (8799), Thou canst <03201> (8799) not see <07200> (8800) my face <06440>: for there shall no man <0120> see <07200> (8799) me, and live <02425> (8804)."
However it says in "Ge 32:30 And Jacob <03290> called <07121> (8799) the name <08034> of the place <04725> Peniel <06439>: for I have seen <07200> (8804) God <0430> face <06440> to face <06440>, and my life <05315> is preserved <05337> (8735)."
And there is: "Ex 24:10 And they saw <07200> (8799) the God <0430> of Israel <03478>: and [there was] under his feet <07272> as it were a paved <03840> work <04639> of a sapphire stone <05601>, and as it were the body <06106> of heaven <08064> in [his] clearness <02892>."
And there is: "De 5:24 And ye said <0559> (8799), Behold, the LORD <03068> our God <0430> hath shewed <07200> (8689) us his glory <03519> and his greatness <01433>, and we have heard <08085> (8804) his voice <06963> out of the midst <08432> of the fire <0784>: we have seen <07200> (8804) this day <03117> that God <0430> doth talk <01696> (8762) with man <0120>, and he liveth <02425> (8804)."
And there is: "Jud 6:22 And when Gideon <01439> perceived <07200> (8799) that he [was] an angel <04397> of the LORD <03068>, Gideon <01439> said <0559> (8799), Alas <0162>, O Lord <0136> GOD <03069>! for because <03651> I have seen <07200> (8804) an angel <04397> of the LORD <03068> face <06440> to face <06440>. Jud 6:23 And the LORD <03068> said <0559> (8799) unto him, Peace <07965> [be] unto thee; fear <03372> (8799) not: thou shalt not die <04191> (8799)."
And there is: "Jud 13:22 And Manoah <04495> said <0559> (8799) unto his wife <0802>, We shall surely <04191> (8800) die <04191> (8799), because we have seen <07200> (8804) God <0430>. Jud 13:23 But his wife <0802> said <0559> (8799) unto him, If <03863> the LORD <03068> were pleased <02654> (8804) to kill <04191> (8687) us, he would not have received <03947> (8804) a burnt offering <05930> and a meat offering <04503> at our hands <03027>, neither would he have shewed <07200> (8689) us all these [things], nor would as at this time <06256> have told <08085> (8689) us [such things] as these <02063>."
And there is: "Isa 6:5 Then said <0559> (8799) I, Woe <0188> [is] me! for I am undone <01820> (8738); because I [am] a man <0376> of unclean <02931> lips <08193>, and I dwell <03427> (8802) in the midst <08432> of a people <05971> of unclean <02931> lips <08193>: for mine eyes <05869> have seen <07200> (8804) the King <04428>, the LORD <03068> of hosts <06635>."
How can this be? Is the bible disagreeing with itself? How can these people seen the face of God and lived?
Well, we can look at the case of Jacob, when he wrestled with God and saw God face to face. When Jacob or "the supplanter" was blessed, Jacob was Jacob no more, he was Is-Ra-El or "God Prevails". So Jacob did not see the face of God and live, since he was transformed to Is-Ra-El. Of course, after his spiritual rebirth he still needed to grow up some.
The verse on Gideon writes of an angel of God and that gives another clue. Since an angel of God is a messenger of God or more literally a particle of God, then they are like a hologram. [Interesting that hologram sounds like holy] A hologram contains a representation of the whole, only appearing as a small part of the whole.
Jesus was also seen face to face by many and they did not die, but those that had eyes to see and ears to hear were transformed. Those that did not see and hear indeed may have died spiritually.
1 Jul 98
Back to the DSM-III disorders. The last organic disorders the DSM has
without code numbers are "Intoxication", "Withdrawal", and "Not Otherwise
Specified". Intoxication is when we choose to medicate ourselves with a
substance not officially approved by the medical model. Withdrawal is just
side effects from the substance and from the original problem that was not
cured. The cure is doing the 12 steps with the guidance of the Holy Spirit.
There are a lot of judgments to clear when we get intoxicated. There are
the judgments against ourselves for our "weakness" in needing a substance.
Interestingly there are not the same judgments against ourselves when we
that the substances approved by society. Then there are the judgments to
clear that we have against those that judge the use of the not approved
substance. Then there are the judgments to clear that we had in the first
place that caused us to need a substance to temporarily clear our heads
and resulting emotions.
2 Jul 98
Now the DSM-III starts to give numbers to these "organic" disorders.
"Primary Degenerative Dementia of the Alzheimer Type" [331.00]. Then
there are special codes like [290.30] "with delirium", [290.20] "with delusions",
[290.21] "with depression] and [290.00] "uncomplicated'. Then there is a
special set of numbers for those under 65 of [290.10,11,12, &13]. Then there
is a set of numbers for "Multi-Infarct Dementia' [290.41, 42, 43, & 40]. Now
we have codes without a cure.
These are all forms of being diminished. The amount of consciousness is
going down and the amount of unconsciousness is going up. But interestingly,
the unconsciousness is conscious. The person with these symptoms is just
becoming less conscious of the unconscious that they are holding. What to
do with the consciousness that is left?
Why do anything different than with any consciousness? Why not be
doing client centered assistance with anyone? The more relevant question
is: "What does the remaining consciousness want?" and "How can I assist
in getting them what they want?" Is that not what love does?
3 Jul 98 [290.00, 10]
Organic dementia before and after 65. Why is it surprising that after
many years of negative thinking, both conscious and unconscious, that
some of us experience a dimming of capabilities? Why would we expect
anything else? In fact studies have been done that tell us that the average
person has 25 negative thoughts for each positive thought.
So to change directions, it would seem that we need to start consciously
thinking 25 positive thoughts, for each negative thought. That is a lot of
positive self talk. That is a lot of positive talking to others around us. That
is a new way of thinking and a new way of living. That is very peculiar
here in this world. But, in the old testament it says God's people are
"peculiar" people. I find it much more comfortable being a peculiar person
in a planet that is often missing this kind of peculiar.
4 Jul 98
Independence day. Another day independent of the disorders of the DSM-III.
So a story of dependence.
There is someone who resisted the concept of forgiving themselves. They
made a mistake and left something that did not belong in something they were
making. They were angry at themselves. They were calling themselves stupid
and things like that. I suggested forgiving themselves for judging themselves
as stupid and things like that, so they would be less likely to unconsciously make
mistakes. They just got angry at this concept. They were independent.
Shortly thereafter they unconsciously kicked themselves hard on their small
toe. They again called themselves stupid and things like that. I was silent since
they did not want to hear about forgiving the names they called themselves. They
were now dependent, since they could now barely walk. Later they asked for
prayer. What could I say? I told them there was nothing I could say. I knew
that the problem was in their head, their resistance to the concept of forgiveness.
I knew that most prayer is really a complaint instead of taking actions. True
prayer is gratitude.
They said that the bible said that they could call for the elders of the church
to pray for them, but since they were not going to do that, they wanted me to.
That verse reminded of laying hands on the sick. So I lay a hand on their head
and let the spirit do what it does. Then they asked me to get them some aspirin.
A prayer of action. I got them and they took them and I noted that a prayer of
action is the most effective. Then it came to me that I could kiss them on their
small toe wound and I did so. Another prayer of love in action. Now they were
more receptive. I told them they could pray like "I am becoming more conscious
to take better care of myself." "I am grateful that I showed myself that I need
to grow more conscious." Life can be a hard teacher when we resist the
information it is giving us. Been there and done that. I also affirmed the same
prayers. All of us need that.
5 July 98 [291.40]
"Alcohol Idiosyncratic Intoxication" is just unsuccessful behavior after the
ingestion of this particular medication for the pains of life. So we are back to
the numbered disorders DSM-III. The medication is unsuccessful because it
does not cure the cause of the pain and anxiety. Many other medications are
equally unsuccessful about curing the causes of the pain and anxiety, but usually
do not have such behavior side effects. The unsuccessful behavior reminds me
of the multiple personality syndrome. As the spiritual powers of the primary
personality is eroded by the spirits of alcohol, the secondary personalities
assume power. One can just look at this as a demonstration of a need to heal
and integrate the sub personalities with the core personality.
Your Solutions Consultant,
Michael Foster, M. A.
"Learn HOW to recovery by discovering the blocks you need to remove and the actions you need to take and what you need to let go of as your blocks to your blessings."
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